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Tired of being Scared.

So, 2019 hasn't been going the way I was expecting. I kinda lost motivation for all things healthy, etc. So many people I went to high school with are graduating college. Me, on the other hand is feeling like a failure because I decided to take some time off. Now, I was people finish things at different times, but at this time I'm feeling incomplete. To be completely honest, I stopped going to school because I kept changing my major. I didn't know what I wanted to do. It's difficult because I want to do anything, but would you rather be mediocre at many things or great at one? I remember my old hs Track and Field coach asking me that. I asked her," why can't I be great at many things,"? It shouldn't be life and death deciding what I want in life.

Being Productive

Hey, loves, today I wanted to talk about being productive! January and February have been very productive for me! I've always wanted to get into a school district and I took the plunge and finally will be working for a school district! I'm pretty excited and hoping that I can have the opportunity tp move up and make money moves lol. It's not just about money, bit having more of it is always nice. Anyway, I guess this is kinda of an update as well. This week was supposed to go differently but that's alright!

Growth

Hey y'all, 2019 is about growth and being the same person, just a better person. This should be taken account with everything in life. Also, having a more positive/growth mindset. I'm finally starting to understand how teachers/professors would constantly preach about why having a growth mindset is so essential in life. I'm also starting to understand how positively is so important. This year is the year of not sweating the small stuff. Shit happens. Life happens. Remember that, R

Tell me Something!

Hi, guys, sorry for no blog post yesterday. I had a really chill morning/afternoon then had work in the evening. It got super busy out of nowhere and it was a struggle. Since, I usually close Monday/Tuesday we had to stay later than usually because the time I came in was too early. Anyway, we finished and that's all that matters. Tell me something about yourself? For me? My favorite color is purple! XOXO, R

Connections

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Goodmorning peeps, I hope your day is going well. I'm on my way to work right now and don't feel like being there. I'm trying to focus more on the positives with I get out earlier, it's a beautiful day to be alive, and my hyperpigmentaion is getting better! Anyway, long tangent as ever I wanted to talk about connections. I just read this from Instagram: I felt that...you can't force anything and would you really want to focus it? Wasted all that time and emotion for everything that wasn't supposed to be? That's the question I ask myself alot. Well, I'm going to end it there have a great Sunday, R

To Relationship or not to Relationship

Hey, y'all, dating is hard...like really hard. I told myself that I wanted to be single for atleast half of 2019, but now I don't know. I want to man but do I need a man? That's the question. I'm actively dating but it's never going anywhere. There's a man in my life that I've known for a year and a half and there were some feelings caught, but he didn't catch them at the same and now he has them and I don't. The timing wasn't wrong, nothing felt right in that moment. The goal of 2019 was to get the bod, the health, and then get the man.

Living my Best Life!!

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Hello, I hope everyone is having a great day and it's a beautiful day to be alive...if you know where that's from we have the same taste regarding Youtubers lol. Anyway, I'm happy to say that April 19-21, 2019 I'm attending Coachella!!!!! I've been wanting to attend this music festival since I was in highschool. I finally have the chance, and money to attend. Me and a great friend of mine will be going. I'm super happy, but I'm starting to get stressed about hotels, driving, I need to find something to wear, etc. There's so many things but I'm not going to sweat the small stuff! Also, the lineup is amazing. I'm most excited to see: Ella Mai Sabrina Claudio Dermot Kennedy H.E.R. Blood Orange Tame Impala Kacey Musgraves Etc. Here is a picture of the official lineup! Alot of people were saying this lineup is a bust, but I think there's a great variety especially since this is the first year a K-pop group is performing. Also, I can...